urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tobihi Axel Axel 2007-05-18T20:16:04Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tobihi:1512 2007-05-18T20:16:04Z 2007-05-18T20:16:04Z Sorry guys. I've been in the hospital for the past four days, so course there was no posting. I'll attempt a catch up but I'm leaving for Fanime in Cali early Tuesday morning and won't be back till the 30th. Then I'm moving. @.@ Lovely. Anyways. I might be able to make a few posts but will otherwise be scare. Gomen nasai! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tobihi:1232 2007-05-02T18:51:53Z 2007-05-02T18:51:53Z Or at least cats. I don't mind the twins, even though they like to crawl all over over me. And damnit Kil you're too big to fit in my lap! It just ain't gonna work. Seriously though, I don't mind the two despite their quirks. Petting one or the other does a lot to calm me down when the storms get worse. Luckily Sora's a heavy sleeper and hasn't noted the fact I sneak into his bed at night and leave before he wakes. It somehow... Feels safe with him. I don't understand it. And I certainly don't understand why I kissed him the other day. Oh well... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tobihi:939 2007-04-08T05:07:29Z 2007-04-08T05:07:29Z I have no idea why I took him in. There's no logical reason for it. I should of just pointed him in the direction of a hotel and walked away. I think it was those eyes, they remind me of him. Though this kid's about as cute and innocent as a puppy. Roxas is more like a wolf. A lone wolf at that. Yare yare. I'm turning into Marluxia now, taking in strays. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tobihi:659 2007-02-15T03:41:46Z 2007-02-15T03:57:27Z Valentine's day. Heh... I remember way back when when Demyx and I would tease Roxas about getting Valentine's. I'd always sneak a box of chocolates into his room. I want... To find those days again. <br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />Taking Me Over by Evanescence<br /><br />You dont remember me, but I remember you.<br />I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you.<br />But who can decide what they dream? <br />And dream I do.<br /><br />[chorus:]<br />I believe in you.<br />Ill give up everything just to find you.<br />I have to be with you to live, to breath...<br />Youre taking over me.<br /><br />Can you know what I know and all we have.<br />You saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand.<br />I knew you loved me then.<br /><br />[chorus]<br /><br />I look in the mirror and see your face, if I look deep enough.<br />So many things inside that just frighten you are taking over.<br /><br />[chorus 2x]<br /><br />(taking over me)<br />Youre taking over me<br />(taking over me)<br />Taking over me<br /><br />I wish he would of agreed to of seen me today. Well.. Here's hoping I still have a spine tomorrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tobihi:425 2006-07-17T17:46:24Z 2006-07-17T17:46:24Z <a name="cutid1"></a> <br />I miss him and I don't know why. I figured after a year it would go away. I've finally decided to do something about it. I'm going to find him and bring him back. Or find a way to get rid of these feelings. <br /><br />Damnit, I think Zexion knows where I'm heading. If that brat follows me I swear I'm going to light him up like a firework. If the Superior finds out I know exactly where he is he'll be in danger. And that's the last thing I want. <br /><br />But that brings up the question... Why do I want...?